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IT WAS NICE KNOWING THIS WORLD!
Category: Life
I'm going to go now, like I said I was. The fact that I'm still here is kind of my fault. I could've been gone by now. I going to keep trying though. IT WAS NICE KNOWING YOU!!! » Continue Reading
~EvangelineC~
"Fighting sleep"
I'm 19 years old, I'm African American, I'm coasting through life
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Good Bye ")
Category: Life
I've decided that I'm not going to live in this world anymore. I don't belong here. I have nothing going for myself in this world. I'm not in school, I'm almost 20 years and never had a job before. I can't afford to go to college. I'm basically a loser. So, I have decided to pass away in my sleep and wake up in a world where I belong. I'm happy and safe. I don't have to worry about fake family mem... » Continue Reading
Vivid Dreams
Category: Dreams and the Supernatural
Don't you guys know how cool it is to have vivid dreams? It feels like you're in another world. Everything is so real. It can be scary sometimes. When I wake up, it's hard to tell which reality I'm in. It almost feels like Quantum Leaping. It's pretty cool. Sometimes I have dreams that tell me what's going to happen in real life. Once, I had a dream that I got a 91% on my sophomore year of high sc... » Continue Reading
Exhausted
Category: Life
I'm so tired that I don't even have the will to live anymore. I don't even want to take care of myself anymore. Every single day I'm stuck in a cycle of not knowing what to do with myself. I don't even feel like a real person. I'm so detached from reality. It's so scary. I have so many intrusive thoughts I can't control and I don't know what to do anymore. I don't have the will to keep going in th... » Continue Reading
Family
Category: Life
I feel like my family secretly hates me. I always felt like we were emotionally distant from each other. It was really hard to open up about your feelings in fear of being called too sensitive. I never liked crying around them because they would get upset. Now I feel numb, and I'm not able to feel empathy. Sometimes, I feel like a bad person because of it. But, I can't control it. It's just how I ... » Continue Reading
Tired
Category: Life
I turned 18 in September and ever since then, my family has been down my back about college and work. It's like.....let me take a break for a while. My mom has been the only person who has been going easy on me. Dad, Grandma, and Grandpa have been in my face about this all the time. I really wish I could tell them to mind their damn business. I'm seriously trying. They don't want to help me but, t... » Continue Reading