Exhausted

I'm so tired that I don't even have the will to live anymore. I don't even want to take care of myself anymore. Every single day I'm stuck in a cycle of not knowing what to do with myself. I don't even feel like a real person. I'm so detached from reality. It's so scary. I have so many intrusive thoughts I can't control and I don't know what to do anymore. I don't have the will to keep going in this life. 💔💔💔💔