I like having an only fans. in theory. but in practice it is stressful. I don't know how to make myself sexy to other people because I never find myself sexy I'm not attracted to me but I want you to be please and I just I don't know what what you want what do I need to do to get you to come to my only fans I don't want to beg but I might have to so I'm not getting very many subs at all. if anyo... » Continue Reading
today was good. it could have been worse. for Thanksgiving we went to a really really nice restaurant and have really really nice food. and then we went to the movies. I tried to buy a soda and my card got declined which means tomorrow I'm going to have to ask my mom for money so I can buy my prescriptions and that makes me feel like shit like I'm a whole ass adult asking my mom for money and not... » Continue Reading
I wish I could be okay with this. I miss when I would just do things and not care. you know when I was like 16 and I figured I was going to kill myself before I even hit adulthood so I could do whatever I want, it wouldn't matter but now I'm an adult and I'm probably going to be here a while and I don't want to ruin the rest of my life and so I don't do anything at all like there can't be conse... » Continue Reading