"being weird in my bedroom"
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up at 6 am again, thinking (obsessing over) all of my flaws. hating myself comes so naturally; over a decade worth of it ingrained into my very being. not 2 be dramatic. hate seeps out of me and into the people I love. every choice or action I regret, the people I chose to hurt, was a result of my insecurity, my deep rooted self hatred. I am my own worst enemy, I ruin everything for myself. It’l... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
woke up at 6am, already in a self-hating mood. I despise who I used to be, who I still am sometimes. I know I shouldn't dwell on it too much. I'm improving on myself each day that passes. I remind myself it's natural for us as humans to fuck up, it's how we learn. Still, memories and past actions trouble me. I feel bone-deep embarrassment & shame. I want to be good & do good. » Continue Reading
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