November 16, 2021

woke up at 6am, already in a self-hating mood. I despise who I used to be, who I still am sometimes. I know I shouldn't dwell on it too much. I'm improving on myself each day that passes. I remind myself it's natural for us as humans to fuck up, it's how we learn. Still, memories and past actions trouble me. I feel bone-deep embarrassment & shame.

I want to be good & do good.