Today I did something I 've been wanting to do for along time. I stopped myself from doing it for a long time because I thought I wasn't smart enough, worthy enough, no one wanted to hear what I'd have to say and I would just be throwing things out into the void, only to hear my own echo return. I feared people would think I was full of my own shit. That people would see me as a narcissist lookin... » Continue Reading
I heard a story earlier this week that made me realize something, rather, it made clear a thought that's been puttering around in my mind for a while now... It seems, TO ME, that many people miss the "partnership" aspect of what monogamous, or any other form of consensual committed relationship is. In the story that I heard, partner b had a specific, important financial need that needed to be met,... » Continue Reading
This week I've been thinking about all the ways in which the need to survive robs me of living my life. I spend so much brain power speaking on survival, what it looks like to survive, how to obtain the resources to survive, that I begin to forget that I can dream... My dreams have begun to feel like these imaginary realms that I've made up in my mind, unattainable goals I play on repeat for a mea... » Continue Reading
sharing my thoughts online can be hard because people sometimes choose to misunderstand what you mean and sometimes people just don’t have the capacity, for whatever reason, to decipher what you mean so, I might as well throw my thoughts out there » Continue Reading
It's raining today, which is nice but soon the rain will become the thing we dread the most in the North East & tho it's beautiful I am not ready... » Continue Reading