On trying something new...

I stopped myself from doing it for a long time because I thought I wasn't smart enough, worthy enough, no one wanted to hear what I'd have to say and I would just be throwing things out into the void, only to hear my own echo return. I feared people would think I was full of my own shit. That people would see me as a narcissist looking to grab the loyal attention of whoever would listen to me. 

I've done a lot of work to heal. I have grown. I have learned to have grace for myself and continue to learn to extend that grace to others. I'm not perfect by any means. I still have a lot of work to do but I'm happy and willing to do the work.

So, I'm proud of me for steeping out and trying this new thing. I know, a year from now, I'm going to be thriving in a way that I will look back and think , "what was I so afraid of anyway?"