i'm tired of being gaslighted by everyone. truly, i never even knew gaslighting was a thing until i heard it one day in the past recent years. even when i heard it for the first time, i wasn't sure what it was. then i looked it up. "a specific type of manipulation where the manipulator is trying to get someone else (or a group) to question their own reality, memory or perceptions" » Continue Reading
lately it's been a fucking mess. my mind doesn't know how to feel anymore. i don't want to not trust anyone but like how do u do such a thing when ppl r so convincing? i already have a chemical imbalance in my head that makes feeling uncontrollable. a cloud of sadness/depression comes in like hurricane and messes with my perspective. how to trust is the question...ig just keep moving and trying... » Continue Reading