lately it's been a fucking mess. my mind doesn't know how to feel anymore. i don't want to not trust anyone but like how do u do such a thing when ppl r so convincing?
i already have a chemical imbalance in my head that makes feeling uncontrollable.
a cloud of sadness/depression comes in like hurricane and messes with my perspective.
how to trust is the question...ig just keep moving and trying...
but is this heartache is unbearable sometimes,,,
how do u not want to stay in bed all day until you decide you're worthy enough for food or even the bathroom?
ik others feel what i feel and that's why i think i wanna blog about my feelings here...
to show ppl you're not alone in this fight for happiness and self worth.
remember that we all need someone to understand us and show us it's ok to be this way...
this is normal...not a negative stigma.
we are LOVED...time to start believing that babes <3
P.S. im on this road with you,,,
don't let my smile and spunk trick you. i promise i get it <3
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