maybe you have to watch love die before you ever really experience it. what is the point of wanting all these beautiful people if you cannot locate that same beauty within yourself. if you cannot turn that desire inward and sit with it without feeling like a stranger in your own body. have i been in love? yes. more times than i can count, or maybe more times than i want to admit i’ve loved emotion... » Continue Reading
there was a point where i realized i had this pattern with actors, like, watching their movies n shit and fangirling over them. and there were TWO of them. let’s call them claws and weed. tell me why claws turned out to be a nazi sympathizer??? like HELLO??? what do you even do with that information. it’s so so disappointing cuz u’re like… oh so this person whose work i respected is actually like ... » Continue Reading
the more i think about it, the more it feels like it wasnt just “the media” in some abstract way, it was literally everyone. like Britney Spears wasnt just a celebrity, she became this weird shared target where people projected their morals, their expectations, their boredom, everything. it’s actually kind of scary how normalized it was to watch someone unravel in real time and treat it like enter... » Continue Reading
Have you guys ever had a celebrity crush? i have, but i feel like it has never got me to the point of absolutely idolizing someone. for example, when i was like 16 i had this maasssiveee crush on this actor, he was so hot and seemed rlly rlly nice too!! i was totally hoping it would last, now im almost 19, and dont really like him anymore, he cheated on his wife of almost 30 years, and even perfor... » Continue Reading
sometimes i think about how we treated Britney as a society, cuz she rlly was never let alone, like, how did we ever get to that point? and the fact that no one was safe from being a bad person w her, like, Diane Sawyer was such a bitch with her, she even made her cry on an interview and was trying to provoke a reaction out of her. im not one to wish death upon others but Diane Sawyer and Jamie Ly... » Continue Reading