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Weight (possible tw)

Category: Life

Im so tired of being fat Id be so pretty if i was just a little thinner, i know it But i cant  stop eating. I ate so much i literally felt sick today Its awful. I cant even puke, my Emetophobia cant handle it, its sent me into spirals in the past. And honestly i cant tell if i hate being for more or if i hate spirals more They last days, they blur everything...i guess it isnt as much a spiral as i... » Continue Reading

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dopamine seeking...(tw)

Category: Life

I hate dopamine seeking. With a passion. Everything is just a waiting game until i can get my next boost of dopamine. It feels awful. I mean sure, in the moment, the doomscrolling, the attention seeking, the binges, the drugs, the cutting feels amazing ...but afterward im just left aching, tired, and angry. I dont know what to do. Ive tried damn near everything under the moon to keep from dopamine... » Continue Reading

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