kinyas

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I'm extremely stressed

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I've been feeling even worse over the past few months. If you'd like to talk and confide in me, you can write to me :/ » Continue Reading

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Does anyone want to talk

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I can't sleep and I'm very bored I'm also tired of watching movies and playing games Those who want to talk can add themselves 😭 » Continue Reading

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I feel terrible

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I've been struggling with melancholic depression for 6 years. Sometimes I think, if only I had committed suicide when I was 13, I wouldn't be living this awful life. I wish I had committed suicide when I was 13.  My body is in terrible shape because of alcohol and antidepressants I can't cope anymore. Every day I think about shooting myself in the head with my father's gun And nobody understands m... » Continue Reading

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The challenges of being an irreligious metalhead in a small, conservative Muslim town.

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I live in a small, conservative Muslim town. I don't have any religious beliefs and I'm a metalhead. People think I perform rituals by cutting up cats, and everyone stares at me like I've raped their mothers. Please help lmao » Continue Reading

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I don't want to die alone

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I don't want to die alone but I guess that's what's going to happen Nobody should say this will get better because some people really do die alone it's a statistic and I'm one of them but I can't live alone anymore when I see couples walking down the street I get jealous and want to cry » Continue Reading

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Here is a full list of the traumas I have experienced

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I started drinking and smoking at age 13 and my father kicked me out of the house I went into an alcohol coma when I was 14 I committed suicide when I was 15 When I was 16 there was an earthquake in my city and my friends died Things had improved a little by the time I was 17 At 18, I fell into an alcohol coma again and attempted suicide again lol I'm 19 years old now I'm alone and I survive by ta... » Continue Reading

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Xanax

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My psychiatrist prescribed Xanax and it really worked. For the first time in a long time I felt normal emotions but after a week the medication started to wear off When will I fully recover And will I be able to recover » Continue Reading

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Is it normal to be a virgin at 19

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İdk Everyone I ask says they lost their virginity at 15 or 16 I feel like an unwanted freak I'm not an incel I don't hate women but honestly no girl wants me I feel abnormal And I feel like an unwanted person ): » Continue Reading

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İ cant sleep

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It's five in the morning for me and I probably won't sleep at all today and I'm bored if anyone has time we can talk time is passing so slowly damnnn » Continue Reading

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