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Category: Writing and Poetry
i always wonder if you’ve finally grown bitter over the way i’ve treated you jaded from the touch of my cold fingers and the blade of my words and false truths i’ve placed my finger over the trigger just to slip and shoot (just to slip and shoot) with cotton in our ears, we hurl insults at eachother hoping none of them will land no one wants a damaged heart but there’s so much one could w » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
diaries are for losers, except when it applies to me. i came back from my psychiatric appointment with mixed feelings. i had my first appointment in mid to late august and i was handed a prescription for mood stabilizers. which to me was just what i was looking for. i was having the worst week of my life and those mood stabilizers were my saving grace. i caught up with my psychologist today and ... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
i swear i’m not as self deprecating as i seem. i’m simply going through a rough patch (like every week or two). as a great individual (me) says, “you don’t have to prove anything to me.” i tend to set the mood for my week hours before hand. whenever i feel an inkling of dissatisfaction, it eventually morphs itself into a full blown depressive episode that lasts an entire week. i sit in my own sad... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
quite the introductory post. i'm getting older to which i don't really know what to think of. i'd often jump between holding onto the last pieces of childhood i have but i also find myself daydreaming about the day i'll finally have a sense of bodily autonomy. i live in the US, so realistically i don't think that'll be true for very long--- but a... whatever can dream. besides daydreams, i'm scar... » Continue Reading
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