its one am, im getting frustrated that i nap so much. i cant entirely blame myself though, i feel as if i spare others from dealing with me when im exhausted. but now i cant sleep, i ate old taco bell and drank watered down mango fiesta. and hey, i kind of feel like i can conquer the world right now. i cleaned a bit ago, my room isn't terrible now but i certainly have to stay on top of it, and log... » Continue Reading
i applied to a job i was very excited for and came in today to follow up with them, only to be told they already found someone awhile ago and forgot to take the post down. which, is okay and things happen, but i'm beyond disappointed and pretty sad. i even shed a few tears lol. the place was a kind of toy store that seemed more aimed at neurodivergent teens, and its been really hard to find jobs a... » Continue Reading
or happy january 2nd. i wanted to start off this year well, yet i haven't gotten anything done, frustrating - but everyone in the house has been getting sick so it's only a matter of time before i get it too.. i really need to journal this year, i was thinking some sort of video diary too. i just don't do well on camera, i could always just keep the videos to myself though. thinking.. an old fr... » Continue Reading
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