i dont drink mango fiesta brisk because its good, i drink it because its present mic colored

its one am, im getting frustrated that i nap so much. i cant entirely blame myself though, i feel as if i spare others from dealing with me when im exhausted.

but now i cant sleep, i ate old taco bell and drank watered down mango fiesta. and hey, i kind of feel like i can conquer the world right now.

i cleaned a bit ago, my room isn't terrible now but i certainly have to stay on top of it, and log when i do. memory issues make it hard to recall what day i did.. anything really, unless its some grand event. i dont loathe that i forget dates, but i dont doubt it gets annoying. i've forgotten laundry in the dryer for two days before, hooray.

what else? i dont know, i got back in contact with some sweet friends, they are cool and listen to my endless rambling. its relieving to have friendships where i feel allowed to talk, and they're yappers in turn, so i like to listen to their own thoughts or interests. 

i feel nervous for the upcoming week, i have a doctors appointment and i will admit, at my awesome adult age - i am very afraid of doctors. either way, i am trying to remain grossly optimistic about it. ugh.

many, many more thoughts.. is kinning still a thing? i feel old, yumeshipping is like the new kinning to me, kind of. whatever. kin memories on my mind, but i dont know how well versed i am on the lingo. kinmems?

oh well. mha vigilantes season 2 is out, i havent seen the first season at all, but boy am i excited to see shirakumo.