"dreaming of jellyfish"
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i know they’re not awake. i know they aren’t, yet when i put my earbuds in— my heart is louder than my music. i’m not safe here, i’m not protected behind a singular closed door. my body seems to know that too, this horrific panic embedded into my system. i can’t do it. then there’s the bystanders. they know. they see it in my eyes. they know my suffering, seen it with their own eyes, have the pow... » Continue Reading
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ugh, i don't want to go back to school.. i hate people~ (╥﹏╥) just when my hair was not frizzy too.. » Continue Reading
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to all my friends from COVID, i have gone over our messages again honestly, you guys made such a gloomy time so so fun!! (˶˃ ᵕ ˂˶) .ᐟ.ᐟ i hope that the dreams and promises we made push you farther into the future, no need to keep them, but rather, move on from them to beyond!! i love you!! (˶ˆᗜˆ˵) » Continue Reading
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is it just me, or do i absolutely LOVE that desperate yearning look someone gives you.. whether out of love, ambition, just that absolute passion in someone, being reflected and felt just from a look.. (˶˃ ᵕ ˂˶) i love the way their mouth gapes slightly, even stammering with how slightly overwhelmed they are by the influx of affection or praise, then after, they'll look at you in such a way that ... » Continue Reading
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my days go by slowly, but end without a hitch. they feel nice and wasteful at the same time, being that i'm not given many opportunities to begin with to do anything.. ૮(˶╥︿╥)ა it's okay though, i'll figure it all out~ ദ്ദി ˉ͈̀꒳ˉ͈́ )✧ » Continue Reading
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"i realized i might be a narcissist towards you, my narcissistic behavior goes towards you" .. how could you? how could you say that now? for years, i was the child you never worried about. even today, i wonder how i survived as your first. how could you? how could you simply say that and ask me if you were the worst? i know you're the worst, i've been through the horrors you've put me through. yo... » Continue Reading
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oh how i love him~ ( ∩´͈ ᐜ `͈∩) i'm but an undeserving woman for such a man.. even so, he continues to choose me.. ( ,,⩌'︿'⩌,,) my love, ever so corrupt, doesn't taint him, which makes me happy~ ( ˶ˆ꒳ˆ˵ ) oh, if one day he chooses to find this sanctuary of mine, i'll be quite embarrassed! ( ˶>˶˶ » Continue Reading
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i feel so happy when i'm needed, it's fun to work for others in my perspective. seeing them satisfied with something of my doing makes me feel happy, it's why i do my very best. (˶˃⤙˂˶) sometimes it drives me crazy when i'm unable to be the help someone needs, it makes me feel lacking. i know i'm not, yet at the same time i am. i do not have the trained hand of a pianist, an artist, a writer, or t... » Continue Reading
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people have different forms of intimacy, how they enjoy it or how they crave it, how they loathe it to how they need it. humans are social creatures, we thrive better with company, even with those who believe they are solitary. is it selfish to want to be everyone's friend? everyone's someone? i wish i knew more, to connect more, to be more. there can only be so much of me to share with them. ther... » Continue Reading
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i'm aware i love differently, it's how i was raised. i was born as a test, failed, and was tried over and over again. different people attempted this trial that is "me", just as i tried to learn myself. "just who am i?" i'd wonder, but there was absolutely nobody willing to give me the correct reply. it's not as if i'm dissatisfied with flattery, i'm aware of who i am, but the praise i receive end... » Continue Reading
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romance isn't the same as love, it is what sparks it. it is a simple term to define what goes on between love. just as i could be a hopeless romantic, i am hopelessly in love. it's alright to view certain romances as appealing, but do remember standards.. (ó﹏ò｡) » Continue Reading
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