"THERE IS ALWAYS AN OPTION, EVEN IF IT IS NOT THE FIRST YOU WOULD'VE CHOSEN. EVEN IF IT IS MORE VIOLENT." (^my favorite line of this) I wrote this like a year ago apparently. I just found it in my google docs and honestly don't really remember it but it's here and I felt like it needed to be shared for some reason. Blog title was the title of the doc. It seems like it's.... I don't really know. Th... » Continue Reading
I love remembering and I love keeping things, and I keep things because I want to remember them. Everything is alive in one way or another, everything has a memory attached to it, even if only in a small way. I keep everything anyone ever gives me, no matter what happens. I will always remember. I know none of these people will ever see this, so I suppose this is just for me, in a way. Sometimes I... » Continue Reading
I’m sitting in my room listening to a song. I found it again now on my own, but it’s a song I know, because my father used to listen to it a lot. I don’t know what made me do this, but I decided to look up the release date -- and I find that the song came out the year that my father was 18 -- the same age that I am now. And in this moment, staring at the date on that album I feel something I can’... » Continue Reading
[ okay, hello. Call Me by Your Name is one of my favorite movies of all time and I keep seeing this quote everywhere lately so I wrote a whole Journal entry about it the other day and figured I might as well copy it here because.... why not. so here it is. ] "Is it better to speak or to die?" I genuinely don't know. This is such an incredible sentiment to have only been so briefly mentioned [in th... » Continue Reading
Okay hi. Before I get into the actual stuff here I just want to mention that I recently watched Dead Poets Society for the first time and it actually completely ruined my life in the best way possible and I haven’t been able to stop thinking about it since. And I’ve also been thinking about lots of other things because of it too. Which I guess is sort of where this came from. So….. yeah. Alright,... » Continue Reading
Okay hello !! I have no idea how any of this actually works so I'm just gonna start writing stuff here! I love this website so much, I've been trying to use a lot less of normal social media lately because it's honestly super obnoxious, and I always end up scrolling for hours on end and it's just not what I really want to be doing with my life anymore -- so when I found this I was really excited ... » Continue Reading