im really unlikable and im really lonely ive feelt like an outcast my whole life pretty much and im so tired of it, i have a few friends and its not like i never had friends but the ones i have had have mostly been really bad. » Continue Reading
i lowkey just want someone to see my scars and acknowledge that im not well and then take care of me and care about me and draw on my scars and hug me and hold my hand 24/7 and send me reels and listen to the music i recommend them and kiss me and draw on my scars for the second time and sleep next to me. and come over when i relapse. and at the same time i wont doubt that they even like me and th... » Continue Reading
so ive talked about some of this before in other blogs but i just love repeating myself, so both of my friends that i go to school with and see everyday i would say im pretty close with them. i recently told one of them that i have struggled and is currently struggling with sh, he asked me why i never told him and said we would "discus" it the next day. the next day i ask » Continue Reading