Man, I wish I could just stop caring I'd say I'm a bit of a fraud when I admit I'm willing to stand out and be myself I'm a people pleaser by heart, and I can't stop doing it, not only because of how much I like the attention I receive from it, but because I constantly feel indebted to everyone over every small gesture I have to do something to service them in a way, even if it pisses myself off T... » Continue Reading
Man, I wish I could just stop caring I'd say I'm a bit of a fraud when I admit I'm willing to stand out and be myself I'm a people pleaser by heart, and I can't stop doing it, not only because of how much I like the attention I receive from it, but because I constantly feel indebted to everyone over every small gesture I have to do something to service them in a way, even if it pisses myself off T... » Continue Reading
I feel like a zombie in all honesty, I've already done everything so much that it's hard to revert back to "normal" BUUUUT considering my brand for a couple years, i feel like its fitting, im not a persona anymore, i am me, even if i dont exactly know what a me is Sorry for nothing toooo interesting, just wanted to add filler » Continue Reading