its finally been 1 month with my lovely little burger boyfriend (inside joke) Im so happy that its been a month already, time flies with him so much. he makes me so happy and I'm glad I met someone who is meant for me we had our first little argument not that long ago but we made it past that and I'm so proud of us because we came back stronger » Continue Reading
So I met this really cool guy named Dion we vibe so well and we both share a common friend, my friend Leanne. I decided I was gonna send a really funny picture of snoop dog to one of my random friends then I saw I had him on Instagram so I sent it to him with absolutely no context, just snoop dog haha. He says he wants me to tell you guys that he's SUPER PRETTY/SEXY/CUTIEPATOOTIE/WIFEMATERIAL/BA... » Continue Reading
I just saw my mom for the first time in a little while, and it went pretty well. We ended up going to my stepdad house (my mom started living in an apartment) and I felt a little stressed because I don't really like my stepdad but he was very nice. I still felt on the verge of a panic attack but it went well. When we came back to the apartment my mom was sick, so I think her and my sister got Gast... » Continue Reading
I like the last year of highschool. I can come to school in cute gothic clown makeup and no one says anything or gives me dirty looks. everyone has more important things to worry about so I get left alone. its kinda nice. I think a part of it may be that I've gone to school in some of the most awful outfits known to mankind and I've had some... questionable fashion choices so now people see me and... » Continue Reading
Ok so I just came into QCC class today after often missing that class due to my tutoring schedule, and I find out that THERE IS A WHOLE PRESENTATION TO WORK ON?! Apparently ill even have to present it to the class. Isn't that just lovely. I'm so deadddddd. ... Ok so after further inspection, I've come to the shocking realisation that I already knew I had a project, I just blew it off for so long t... » Continue Reading
today is a rough day. I've moved on from my ex, yet I still feel sad because today would've been our 2 year anniversary. a little context: I dated this guy for a year, we were engaged and all that and I broke up with him last summer, almost a year ago now. that man went on to get another girl pregnant not even a month after me and him broke up and now he's having twins with her. I've come to peac... » Continue Reading
So when I went to see a psychiatrist about my autism, she told me I was presenting early symptoms of BPD (borderline personality disorder) for those of you who don't know what that is, its a mental illness that severely impacts a person's ability to regulate their emotions. The loss of emotional control can increase impulsivity, affect how a person feels about themselves, and negatively impact the... » Continue Reading
OH MY GOD. the teacher caught me sneaking out of gym class again yesterday, so he forced me to " participate " with the class. I was pretty pissed but I tried to participate anyways. we were playing capture the fucking flag. so I go to one of my teammates to give an idea, (we'll call him Mr. Man ) and BUDDY JUST WALKS AWAY FROM ME MID SENTENCE. he saw I was talking to him so he WALKED AWAY. (now a... » Continue Reading
I have some stupid french work to do in class and I think I have math class today ;-; it was raining so fucking much this morning and now my coat stinks (you know when certain types of fabric get wet, they start to smell) I'm so tired and I wish I didn't have to be here. I miss my boyfriend, he probably fell back asleep ;-; » Continue Reading