I was flirting with a guy. We were having good relationship. We were compatible together. Everything was perfect until... I got reactions from people around me. He was younger than me. He will be 18 in a year and I am 21. He is the same age as my brother. Because of the reaction of the society and thinking about the future, I realized that this would not work and talked to him. He was such a matur... » Continue Reading
you were a dream, i had insomnia. your existence is hurting me, you stole my colors from me. the seaters are empty but i keep acting. if i'd be real, ur the master of demons. u played with my feelings such as a game. i hope you gonna taste whole bad things. vomit until ur organs are burning. even ur tears can wither a flower. UNALIVE URSELF » Continue Reading
It's 5 a.m. I'm still awake and feel like i won't be happy again. I feel empty and i wanna end my life... im so lonely heartbroken girl. i need help asap. » Continue Reading
Falling in love is terrifying. You give, you trust, you open yourself up in ways you never have before—all while knowing that nothing comes with guarantees. You let someone see the parts of you that no one else has, hoping they’ll hold them gently, hoping they’ll stay. But lo » Continue Reading
I realized this recently and it is my weak point. I want to dedicate my life to someone. To be far from being alone and always need someone. I have many friends but I feel lonely. I need a boyfriend but depending on someone seems so lame. I am stupid enough to give my whole life to someone I love. I am like a dog in a relationship, I loved and cared for them. I'm so naive and it makes me have an i... » Continue Reading