School had been great, especially because physics hasn't shown its real side yet, it seems too easy right now except the fact I got 11/20 in my first weekly test. I usually don't like writing about people I neither love or hate but here I am, I need this thing recorded incase I ever think of her as a competition. XX is my ex's current girlfriend, they have been in a relationship since last 3 year... » Continue Reading
Friends lighten up my mood by 200%, that's what happened today. I was in physics extra class, our seating arrangement is fixed so I sat where I was supposed too but the room can only fit 15 students and there was one extra student so I was told to sit back so the guy sitting at the very side can see the board and I did. I was getting in the table and sat and my friend Rai sat beside on the very en... » Continue Reading
I try to be happy, I am happy but howsoever, melancholy always seeps in. I have been busy this whole week, actually since the starting of April. Waking up early, revision, school, extra classes, fun talk with friends in tram, going home, homework, studies. This has been my routine for the past few days and at first, I was very glad since me and my best friends are in same classes (there is no othe... » Continue Reading
It was my 17th birthday yesterday, March 31st to be exact and I was really not excited much like before maybe because my 16th birthday was too good to be true as the surprise trip was the best thing I ever got. I didn't want to celebrate it, I don't know why, maybe because the excitement was not there. I watched "Spirit Fingers" drama till 1 am and it was already 31st. The main thing was that the ... » Continue Reading
" Life is simple " " Peace is always the answer " " Stay out of problems " " Be kind to everyone " " Why are you always angry? " " Don't complicate things " I am done of all these bullshit that I had and have to listen to. Actually, I have been following these since I became a teenager and yeah I actually watched those videos on "How to not ruin your teen life" or "how to enjoy your teen life" a... » Continue Reading
Listening to cas got me wrecked. I just wanted to sleep early today, atleast by 8.30 but I have a lot to process for the day and its consuming me so here I am. Most highschoolers are exploring nowadays, be it sports, music, gym, academics, self improvement, relationships and etc. but today in physics class, when all the information donated was going above my head, I realized that most of my classm... » Continue Reading
My life is worth of a chair that was tipped over in my school field and now is standing straight but how many days more till it comes down again? New school semester started early this year and one week of school has already passed. I am in grade 12 and this is the last year of my school life and probably will be the most pressurized one since next year I have to give a big exam that will determin... » Continue Reading
" Don't show me your attitude " said by my mom. Since I can remember, I have been angry my whole life, not the kind of where I shout, argue and close myself in my room but the silent resentment where I hate everything the other person says or does and point it out in the nicest way possible. My parents always taught me to stand up for myself and also to be nice and p » Continue Reading
Being different and unique is the hot topic for every teenager, be it a girl or a boy but mostly girls and I won't deny that I haven't fell into its trap of constant scrolling and searching "niche topics" just to be accepted by some mutuals that I never gave a damn about. Social validation is what people are looking for all the time and for social validation, people are always ready to be fake and... » Continue Reading
If someone ever asks me to describe anyone in my hell hole school then I'd have an answer for it sadly. Now I say sadly because I always wanted to meet people whom I cannot describe easily but I don't think I will be capable of that. My school is just filled with soulless kids who have the same personality everyday and their actions gives me deja vu. When I transferred to this school, I decided to... » Continue Reading
After exam silence is real. I am too lazy to do anything, helped my mom with chores here and there for the past few days and just trapped myself in the house. Where would I even go though? Its not like I have money to do anything except just loiter around the neighborhood. I did make some diy decor for my room and some paintings but thats typical me. I talked with my old school friend R.K. We had ... » Continue Reading
So for the past few days, i have been feeling low and hating myself and i have done nothing about it cause usually it lasts for some few days and then i become myself again but this time, i have been ignoring it and the hatred doesnt seem to go away. WELL, my social life hasnt been good too, i have started joking a lot and when i am joking, sometimes i dont even know whether i am joking or its me ... » Continue Reading