So for the past few days, i have been feeling low and hating myself and i have done nothing about it cause usually it lasts for some few days and then i become myself again but this time, i have been ignoring it and the hatred doesnt seem to go away. WELL, my social life hasnt been good too, i have started joking a lot and when i am joking, sometimes i dont even know whether i am joking or its me trying to say the truth sarcasticly. I havent done many things to make myself feel better. My exams are going on and when i hear my classmates talking about how they studied 16 hours a day or pulled an all nighter, i feel useless because i can hardly focus on anything anymore. Maybe i should just spend time without social media or maybe i should socialize more. At this point of life, i dont know what to do. Maybe this is all a phase and will go later when i grow up more (I hope it is just a phase). I just hope for the best for myself so this fact of me being all distant and low doesnt make me actually lose friends and connections. I have been trying hard to put up a smile and it amazes me because i was really a happy sunflower typa person when i was a child and now everything changed. Yeah, maybe it is just a phase, i hope it is.
I just wanted to share my feelings because i never really do it in real life.
(08/03/2025)
12.23 pm
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Puyana
Hi little stranger, i know how you feel and I wish you the best and hope you get over it and recover, no matter what happens just don't give up. Sending love and happy wishes!!! <3
thank you punaya :)) take care
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alyy
its so easy to feel like this but maybe take a step back and look at all aspects of you health- social health: are you getting enough real life interactions with people?
Mental: are you taking enough time to yourself and understand yourself?
physical: are you doing movement that brings you joy like stretching or dancing?
try getting some sunlight! ive found when i get like this some time to just sit outside in the sun helps, if you have a hard time focusing try focusing on all the things you see outside. the animals, trees, flowers, different types of grass, things you have outside. focus on the different sounds you hear, its really relaxing and helpful. sitting in the sun warms the soul. exams are hard and stressful, you got this boo
thank you ally, i will try to do that <333
by peachy54; ; Report
of course boo im always around if you need to talk!
by alyy; ; Report
Soapy :)
I've been feeling really similar to this lately!!! I just feel like life has no direction anymore, whereas when I was little there was always smth I was looking forward to. It's kinda nice to know that someone feels similar to me <3