In science class, I wasn't looking forward to hearing that I was going to be analyzing alive cockroaches. Ones that move. No tearing apart or dissecting, we watch them move in a container without a lid. At first I was squeamish about it. I was ready to let out an "ew" when I was handed a cockroach inside a container. But when I further observed it... it actually wasn't too bad. These cockroaches ... » Continue Reading
It was pretty silly. I teased him by quoting the Bible in class, saying "Love thy neighbor" every time he got mad at me. It was for simple things too: he tried to get me mad but I guess it backfired. I came back home with him cussing me out on Discord. It's pretty nice seeing what Christ can do to others! On another note, I guess I felt a little bad since I was using the Bible as a semi joke. » Continue Reading
I can't explain it too well, but the best I know is that I question my conscious time to time. I'm not really aware that I'm actually living sometimes, I'm just doing things and wanting things. And then sometimes I pause and realize what I'm doing. Why am I doing that? Why am I being aware so suddenly? Is there another realization I can come across if I'm actively aware that I'm living? It's hard... » Continue Reading
Time can't be broken. Some people call it everlasting, but I think it's eternal, because time doesn't seem to have a start... I mean, before everything, there was nothing. no-thing and nothing. But how long would that nothing last? We could say like, 20 seconds of nothing. So even when there's nothing does that mean that time exists? Can we measure nothing with time? » Continue Reading
it's like the most unserious yet serious characters combine make up me but you can't realluy explain that when the dynamic between the two is this frick i love jon bois but then i realize im not gonna be seen by him not in a million years until he comes on spacehey to see a random kid out of billions of poeple in this world loving these fictional space probes and fictional story i wonder if he'd... » Continue Reading
I really like being able to accept and move on. I really like being able to accept that whatever will be, will be. I really like being able to accept that I can't change people, and whatever misery they put themselves into is something that isn't my responsibility to fix. My father has always taught me advices and lessons that are painfully similar to stoicism, yet ironically has never heard of t... » Continue Reading
i was going thorugh youtube comments and blogs here in the philosophy section. Damn. Do all of you guys just. magnificently debate like this? How does all this knowledge fit into one brain, how do you go on in life like that? Maybe it's a thing where you grow older and start to make debates that sound realistic and well formed. But wow. Dude, I don't even know what you're talking about. I'm sittin... » Continue Reading
"A long, long time ago, I realized something about myself. I always have to have some kind of goal to work toward. It doesn't matter ho » Continue Reading
Science class was near the end of the day. We were allowed to work on some other homework from another class since we finished my homework, and my friends and I went to work together. I had brought the history book with me to finish labeling and coloring my map. When they were talking about the reference for the map, I pulled the book from my bag and placed it on my desk. Suddenly they started la... » Continue Reading
School Summary besides my philosophy talk, i'm so happy to be at school. I'm more active on the internet when it comes to summer break. The first few weeks are enjoyable, but it gets miserable quickly. I easily decay when I don't have enough stimulus or enough to do, since I'm more stuck at the house. I like to go outside, I like to be with my friends. I have a contradiction here... but it's easy... » Continue Reading