The time is 22:54 in Seattle, WA, and I just heard an airplane fly over. Another one is flying over. I often wonder where their destination is. I am finally able to wind down from a long day. It has been pretty hectic for me trying to stay centered and grounded. I think I forgot to do my meditation today. This is the 3rd time on the SAME day that I keep forgetting to do my meditation!!!! I also ... » Continue Reading
Lucid Dreamers!!!! I am calling out for your help! It is my time to wake up and start traveling astrally! It has BEEN my time... I've just been scared. I have run out of time and its now or never! Can you give me some tips and advice... I need to conquer this fear and free my spirit! Namaste » Continue Reading
I'm so irritated with myself! I fell asleep watching a lecture and I lost my freeCodeCamp streak!!!!! I was so damn tired that I just knew I had done some coding for the day to continue my streak. I went to check, and it's gone!!!! It was only 12 days, BUT that was my streak to beat! I can't seem to code for more than 12 consecutive days. I tell myself, calm down. It's not even a big deal. You are... » Continue Reading
(Today is my mother's birthday!) I woke up in pain, but not too much pain. The butterfly pea flower tea is really helping me. When I logged back into my MacBook, I saw that I had fallen asleep coding! I love that! Never Give Up!!! I would like to complete some coding exercises for my CS50 course today. I am going to try to do that tonight when my kids fall asleep, if I have the energy. I wanted t... » Continue Reading
I got so busy these past few days! I wanted to log in, but couldn't. I even had a migraine and was sick 2 days ago. That was awful. I am certain I got ill from stress. I am at that age now where I feel every ounce of stress. I was on the verge of a panic attack. My anxiety had gotten so bad that I wanted to crash out! Do you know how hard it is to NOT crash out when you've been crashing out your e... » Continue Reading
This might need to be a private journal. I will try to not get too personal. It's only Tuesday, and life feels so surreal. Is it fitting, since tomorrow is Hump Day? Life has really been feeling like a simulation. It's been driving me a little crazy. I am doing the best I can. It just really seems like "it's" coming from every angle. I'm hitting my targets. At the same time, I feel self-doubt. Am ... » Continue Reading
I fell asleep on my couch! Watching week 2's lecture and downloading Sims. I woke up in pain! Getting old is not fun when it comes to your body betraying you! Why am I always in pain??? I am going to get myself an exercise ball and start doing yoga on a regular. Sleep shouldn't be painful. I am back to finishing this lecture. Sims packs are STILL downloading. I completed my streak for freeCodeCamp... » Continue Reading
Today, I normally do my tarot readings on my youtube and tiktok. I am going to do that, and I think I will add it to my bulletin here. I am wondering if I will want my tarot readings to be more permanent? I think youtube could remain my platform for long-term readings. So yeah, these are really just my thoughts out loud. Sunday is starting out rough for me already. I intend to be kind to myself. T... » Continue Reading
I fell asleep watching my lecture, lol. Sheesh, I don't remember a word. It's a good thing my subconscious mind picked it up. Hopefully, I can lock in later and start working on the problem set. I feel like such an imposter most days. I see other digital artists and coders, and I get intimidated! It's a mental block, I know. I could also do more projects. I tell myself that, as if I can find more ... » Continue Reading
I signed up for CS50 Harvard back in December 2024! I just completed the 1st week's assignments! I am ashamed it took me so long, but I am proud that I completed them! I thought I was going to have to give up. I STILL have time! Even if I don't complete 2025, there is still 2026! I will consider this prep work if I don't make the deadline. I think I found a nice groove, and if I keep up this momen... » Continue Reading
Happy FriYay, Everyone! I am up at 6 am due to sciatic pain! These mid-30s are hitting a lot different! I am going to make myself some tea. I was supposed to make myself some tea last night. I fell asleep lol! I woke up and logged back into my MacBook, and what did I see on my screen? My spacehey profile! Lol, apparently I fell asleep again on spacehey! Don't even remember what I was doing! That l... » Continue Reading