Lilac Lycanvic

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23, U.S., she/her, AuDHD, DemiPan, Artist

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Mood: lonely and depressed


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This is sad

Category: Life

I've been so painfully lonely for months now, it's really just sad at this point. I never go out, don't have a reason to unless my family makes me. Not only that, but I don't like driving, so I couldn't anyway if I did have somewhere I wanted to go. Driving scares me. I have no IRL friends, I see no one other than my own family every day. Low-key, this is messing up my mental health istg. I am jus... » Continue Reading

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Hey look, I am alive

Category: Life

lol so I literally don’t even use this app anymore rip. Don’t really have any use for it. I would like to make some more friends on here though. But that does require that I interact with people and I don’t want to TwT I want people to interact with me first. Oh well. Getting coffee rn before my required church service. By that I mean I don’t want to go to church and never do.  » Continue Reading

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Stress and deep stuff (Personal)

Category: Life

I need to write down my thoughts more. I think I keep them too much to myself that I no longer know how to articulate them properly. They’re all just… more feeling than anything. Like how I feel inside about things and it’s really hard to describe it at all.  Like… let’s say with… getting a job. I am terrified of doing that. I don’t want to go out on my own, drive to a place and do work in a way t... » Continue Reading

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B-day! Woo

Category: Blogging

Ayyyeee, today is my birthday! I am now 23 years old. TwT i still feel like a teenager, I don't feel at all like an adult. I don't have anything planned other than going out to eat after church (eugh). I just wanna play minecraft or whatever lol.  » Continue Reading

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Drawings

Category: Art and Photography

(Taking me a sec to figure out how to use this site.) Here are two drawings I did recently of mine and my friend's characters. Wolf is Lyka, my character, and the calico is Mia, my friend's. The second drawing made me so fuckin' stressed, like omg. It took me so damn long to actually finish it, but I had to for a portfolio for my workforce thing. Still gotta do two more drawings... TwT help. » Continue Reading

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Devastatingly alone

Category: Blogging

Do you ever just feel horribly lonely even though you have friends and family? Well... all my friends are online, and I don't actually have face-to-face contact with anyone other than my close family. I just feel super fuckin' secluded, and it actually hurts, honestly. I guess this was bound to happen with how I never participated in anything growing up and am always home. Not only that, but I'm e... » Continue Reading

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New and Confused @~@

Category: Blogging

Hi, so I have no idea what I am doing. TwT I just wanted to do something new and maybe meet new people? I really like the idea of retro style websites coming back, and this one is pretty cool despite people saying how dead it is, rip. » Continue Reading

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