life has been pretty difficult lately. i suffered a little :) spacehey have been an app that gives me joy on blogging my feelings, but recently i havent been able to do so. i have texted some of my friends that i wont be on spacehey anymore, i hope yall happy to see me back tho :') all this time while i am not here, spacehey didnt change, i do. i dont know if it is in a good way or not but i think... » Continue Reading
i love you?? sounds familiar but i do mean it, like you do. all those times where no one loved you, i wished you'd see me. i dont know how to express my love other than keeping on track whether you are okay or not. i knew you well enough to love you this much. i do saw your pfp on threads before you changed it, yk. i wanna keep convincing you, but you seem so persistent that... i want to let you... » Continue Reading
nothing but silence , just a realization, you were never there , never present. i was a fool. i care too much for someone who won't acknowledged it. so many warns , i never listened. now i have to pay the price. loving you was a great experience , but i won't try it again. it aches so bad , that a person as emotional as me couldn't react anymore. thank you for your presence, even though its just b... » Continue Reading
˙⋆✮ tersekat disebuah kitaran memori yang berulang-ulang, masa kian seperti terhenti, masa lalu yang tidak dapat diputar kembali, andainya aku dapat mene » Continue Reading
awh its been a lot of negativity while im not here :/ a lots happening, what happens to everyone? no one is around anymore, not really that shocking ngl :C anyway my profile is ruined » Continue Reading
I really like to draw, like reaaally like to draw. I usually draw during my free time, I have done like a lot of comics since I like to write stories too. I sometimes do wonder did I look like my art? But how do we share pictures here I don't understand someone please help (´；ω；｀) » Continue Reading
i would love to play mobile games if it doesnt lag on my potato phone and doesnt have to endure it lost connection multiple times like man give me a chance » Continue Reading
every single time I kept thinking am I meant to be the lonely child cus when i watch all of my friends have a pair where they can be comfortable with and there I am, just look at them in the corner quietly. Either a backup friend or not even a choice. I tried to talk but no one heard, idek if they tried to. If i speak too loud, its annoying, if I speak too polite, no one could hear me. My friend s... » Continue Reading
the only thing I dislike is what I am, why do I have to be so quiet like I am literally terrified for life to even talk to my own friend like I wish I could walk and screams "HI" to everybody I lays my eyes on. Why do I have to feel terrified every time, why do I have to fear about what people thinks of me? I tried to study psychology about the way how to not care about what other people think the... » Continue Reading
i mean by first day of the grade, I'm like 15 now so I am not sure what grade would it be called if it is in your country. Okay so, they divided the class and i got a new classmate. So you see, I've been real melancholy lately because situation at home but I'm fine that way because I would behave better if I'm melancholy (bruh). So they wanted a class representative, I can't be that because I have... » Continue Reading
i wrote a story on wattpad and never continues it, i got like two thousands read and i wrote it like from 2023 and stops writing when its 2024, i am really unmotivated to write anything (the plot is all ready too), i want to asks someone to write it but the story is not in english so umm » Continue Reading
Helloo, is anyone here interested in becoming my online friends which we can chat together(fast reply) and get to know each other?? I wantt a friend that is 15-17 , my mbti is isfp/infp and i likee the colour green. if we get along, who knows that we could be good friends :) » Continue Reading
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