THIS POST IS INCOMPLETE AND IN THE PROCESS OF EDITING Hiiiiya everyone!! My name is abbi! it used to be spelled abby but i changed it when i was 10 to be quirky. it doesn't matter anyway since my name is really abigail. i love pink and lacey girly things but im also mentally ill and unsettling to most people so if you were to label me i would be a mix of coquette/dollette/morute/emo but whatev im ... » Continue Reading
Time needs a life sentence for all that it has stolen my missing memories the fogginess of 2010 that bowling alley birthday that i can only remember the scent of my empty arms of innocence only a fistful left that i yearn to restore but Time only steals the bells I'd like to ring never ones that would gift me blissful ignorance why not fog over sex, pain, inequality, and death? death my loved one » Continue Reading
I think i finally figured out how to upload pix >. < !! anyway heres sum pink outfits i been wearing since its cold out :p (please be kind » Continue Reading
something in me must've known it wouldn't last why else would i count each one of your freckles and your sleeping breaths why would i feel the need to burn every inch of you into my memory my brain is stained with the color of your eyes and the rasp of your voice something in me knew that you were temporary and didn't want me to forget i may have lost you but the tas » Continue Reading
you're the only one who treated me so gentle your touch was tender you didn't have to try to understand me it was like i was a part of you you treated me like a puppy you licked my wounds and i licked yours calm washed over me like summer different than the bitter, frigid surrounding months your voice like cotton a whisper expressing the fragility you saw me as » Continue Reading
everyone says, "what they don't know won't hurt them" i don't think this applies to me. if i had never met you, if you never existed, the hole in my being would still be there. my soul would still search for you. the emptiness would sting, and my hands would feel empty. i may not know what's missing, but i would still feel your absence. i'd fill it with people, substances, but the empty » Continue Reading