"Watermaxxing"
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I want to go back, but at the same time I'm scared. I wasn't exactly perfect on my first day. I don't exactly thrive when I'm confronted with questions and social interaction. But I liked doing work. I liked the repetitive cycle, and I liked that I had to just stand at one place basically. The thing is I only have 5 addys left. And I'm trying to ration them by only saving them for when I have to ... » Continue Reading
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I don't know why the fuck he does this I don't understand the logic in it I really don't and I wish I did, but how am I supposed to ask him without coming off as ungrateful and unappreciative. He'll SAY he's going. He won't say he's on his way. No, he'll say he's getting ready to go. This, in my head, would take about a few minutes, or at least he'd send such a text as he's putting on his shoes o... » Continue Reading
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Old men will still harass you no matter what you wear. One time, I was sitting outside an ice cream shop eating a cone, I had my hoodie on, hood up covering my hair (bad hair day) and just jeans and a tshirt. And y'know what happened, some old guy pulled up in his jeep and pulled his phone out to record me. Or at least I'm pretty sure, I was the only person outside at the time, and he pulled up ba... » Continue Reading
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I recognize sometimes I have depressive episodes, and they feel the same if not worse than whatever angsty feelings I was experiencing in middle school. This doesn't feel like shit I can glamorize into a tragic movie scene. No, it just feels like cold boring despair. It feels like knowing I should get up but having no real reason to. And yet I never ever use the word "depression". Not while I'm i... » Continue Reading
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I'm gonna start a cult, and YOU can't join! :D It will just be me, and I'm gonna worship my partner the way he so deserves to be worshipped. I will not pedestal him. If he makes mistakes those are just mistakes and everyone makes them. But trust me, when he is good, he is the best at it. Believe it. He's good at fucking EVERYTHING, and I mean it I really do. He could probably perform miracles if h... » Continue Reading
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I kissed my friend, the one my partner introduced me to. We kissed after he abandoned us. He took refuge on a lonely iceberg far from the mainland where the war was taking place. None of these details matter, I just feel like it's getting to a point where I'm finding it harder and harder to hide my feelings that I have towards this friend. He knows of my feelings, to an extent. There was one nigh... » Continue Reading
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I NEEEED THIIIIIIS!!!!!!! My mom :( She's kind of homeless :'( Guys but seriously, I just want to work already, I want to work so fucking bad bro » Continue Reading
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Ik before I had a pretty bad mindset of just wanting to try anything and everything (but not really everything because I didn't wanna die :P). Like, I was seeing a therapist a long time ago and my end goal was to "score" some Adderall just so I can be able to do chores and be skinny (unhealthily) and tell people I have adderall and they don't. But the thing is, my partner has Adderall, at least a ... » Continue Reading
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I'd do anything for money. I'd do anything for money. I would. I apply and apply. I apply and then apply, but still nobody wants me. I am getting so sick of it I am seriously considering online gambling which I know is a stupid fucking idea but like bro at this point wtf can I do. Ik it'll work out. I'll just go to a new plasma center or something, and I'll just keep applying. It just gets so fru... » Continue Reading
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I want to do it all again, and I mean it, I do. I want to hang out with them while they get drunk, and then hijinks would ensue Like I would start getting pet like a dog, one would be nice and the other would be mean. I wouldn't need to even speak, I'd be reduced to nothing but their pet. A barking dog :3 I want it to happen again so bad. I mean that sincerely, I wish I could relive it :3 » Continue Reading
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Idc if that makes me some sort of nerd or some sort of dork. I like doing homework like I like doing much of anything. 1. It's something to do 2. Searching for answers in notes is as fun as solving puzzles 3. Learning feels good, like dopamine good 4. And getting a good grade out of it also gives me dopamine Therefore, homework is fun and good. It's like doing a task in a game but irl (yes, I rec... » Continue Reading
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About how some things are only appealing in art form. I feel if I ever encountered the scenarios I get off to in R34 irl I'd simply vomit from how disgusting the experience would be. I could only ever get off to these things in their drawn form, and I'm more than okay with that. That's exactly how I want it to be. I won't specify what, but I will say I'm not exactly proud of what I get off to x_x ... » Continue Reading
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