"Watermaxxing"
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I want to do it all again, and I mean it, I do. I want to hang out with them while they get drunk, and then hijinks would ensue Like I would start getting pet like a dog, one would be nice and the other would be mean. I wouldn't need to even speak, I'd be reduced to nothing but their pet. A barking dog :3 I want it to happen again so bad. I mean that sincerely, I wish I could relive it :3 » Continue Reading
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Idc if that makes me some sort of nerd or some sort of dork. I like doing homework like I like doing much of anything. 1. It's something to do 2. Searching for answers in notes is as fun as solving puzzles 3. Learning feels good, like dopamine good 4. And getting a good grade out of it also gives me dopamine Therefore, homework is fun and good. It's like doing a task in a game but irl (yes, I rec... » Continue Reading
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About how some things are only appealing in art form. I feel if I ever encountered the scenarios I get off to in R34 irl I'd simply vomit from how disgusting the experience would be. I could only ever get off to these things in their drawn form, and I'm more than okay with that. That's exactly how I want it to be. I won't specify what, but I will say I'm not exactly proud of what I get off to x_x ... » Continue Reading
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I feel soooooo fucking sick of videos today, I think I'll just hear the same song 40 times in a row instead. » Continue Reading
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I wanted to borrow paper, thought I'd use my old journal. One thing led to another... I reread, relived, everything from every entry. Some entries I skipped to avoid reliving. Dude, all I ever talked about was starving myself, kms-ing, wanting to be a pr*st*t*te, and a just more fucked shit that I shouldn't have been thinking about much less writing about. And it gave me the epiphany. Is it norma... » Continue Reading
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For as long as I've identified with being nonbinary and trying to lean more into masculinity to counter how feminine I appear physically, I've hated my very feminine name. It literally means Princess, how girly could a name get x_x But, as I get more comfortable with myself, with the help of maturing and mentally developing and with the help of friends and family, I'm slowly warming back up to my ... » Continue Reading
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I TOLD you I was overdramatic. He didn't want me to go sober, he just doesn't like how much I love and crave it. And that, I can understand and will adjust. So guys I don't need to do anything drastic, I just needed to stop being so obsessed and remember the moderation : ) » Continue Reading
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I've said before that for him I'd trade all the pills in the world. I realize now that it's finally being put to the test. Full disclosure, I'm gonna worship my partner now, but like low-key so he doesn't get upset because he hates pedastaling. I will now see if I can keep my word. For him I will suffer. I will fix myself up to be the perfect worshipper. I've heard his word, and it's up to me to ... » Continue Reading
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He wants to quit using. Not that we've even been using at least not for weeks. It always felt like our thing, something we could do together, intimately, together, not often as to not spoil something so special. Something to do in a town with nothing to do. I thought we were on the same boat with the substance stuff. I thought we understood it's all we really can do without dropping dozens of doll... » Continue Reading
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Probably some of the best work by Cleo and Profit Ngl, I wish they went back to that remixed hyperpop slutborn sound instead of the rubbed-in-dirt punk type beat. I think Cleo thrives better when he spreads hole on the mic :3 BUT DON"T TELL CLEO I SAID THAT! He'd simply have my ass for this, and he doesn't even lube his shit before slamping, what a bummer x_x » Continue Reading
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He is my greatest muse, he is why I wear these shirts and like these songs and movies, he is why I know how to tie my shoes and carry a knife with me. He's in my art, my writings, my ideas, he'd be my star actor. I don't want to ask if he feels the same way, but it really doesn't feel like it, but I want it more than anything. It appears I've followed the golden rule without notice, and now I wa... » Continue Reading
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I thought he was gonna pick me up today, but things got mixed up and I accidentally showed anger when I swore not to (i swore to myself) and now im at risk of losing him again (in my deluded head that is) and tbh I hope he goes hard on me. Not like in a self pity way but in the way that I genuinely do deserve to be yelled at for expressing anger at someone I love AND also because I lowkey like it.... » Continue Reading
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