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I've noticed my mom and sister get along together far better without me involved. Yesterday when we went out, I was included in the conversation. I kind of had to be since we were out for dinner together. And it felt like the things I said were treated like thin ice unless I explicitly clarified I didn't mean what I said in a bad way. And now today, much like many other days. I can hear them in ... » Continue Reading
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The helmet I was gonna wear for my costume has this uncomfortable piece inside that hurts my head when I wear it, and I had this entire time to fix it and yet I didn't. And now idk what to do about it except grin and bear it, it'll just be for 1 night after all. I just hope I'm able to go to work tomorrow :333 » Continue Reading
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So I've been working, a minimum wage job with not many hours but it's work nonetheless. However, not just this. I'm also doing online classes :333 And I've realized something. As I am busy with these two things, Going to work and trying to turn in assignments before the due date. I've realized I care less and less about the things I did before I was employed. You see, I was once obsessed with use... » Continue Reading
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I had one of the best dates ever one of the best I've ever had. First we had a sleepover in my bed. We watched Kevin Spencer and ate tacos.I proceeded to have the comfiest sleep ever. I was more snug than I've ever been in a long time. And after waking up in the afternoon, we went out for lunch. But it was food we've been wanting to have for a long time now. We went out for seafood boil. It had sh... » Continue Reading
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I didn't like how my shift ended. I had to clean the bathrooms and then sweep. Which is fine in itself, but 1. It kept me from organizing the aisles 2. I wasn't given specific instructions 3. The mop would make a loud scraping sound against the floor when I pushed it along and I kept trying my best to avoid it because I couldn't stand it So idk. Not to mention I didn't have money for a drink dur... » Continue Reading
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Lately I've developed an awful scrolling habit. The iconic doomscrolling everyone's been talking about for over a year now. I'll just scroll forever even though I don't want to and I don't even like the reels and I want to do something else and I just feel so fucking bored and hallow. I just feel nothing. I feel nothing. I don't feel anything. Being on this shitty chromebook feels better because a... » Continue Reading
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I want to go back, but at the same time I'm scared. I wasn't exactly perfect on my first day. I don't exactly thrive when I'm confronted with questions and social interaction. But I liked doing work. I liked the repetitive cycle, and I liked that I had to just stand at one place basically. The thing is I only have 5 addys left. And I'm trying to ration them by only saving them for when I have to ... » Continue Reading
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I don't know why the fuck he does this I don't understand the logic in it I really don't and I wish I did, but how am I supposed to ask him without coming off as ungrateful and unappreciative. He'll SAY he's going. He won't say he's on his way. No, he'll say he's getting ready to go. This, in my head, would take about a few minutes, or at least he'd send such a text as he's putting on his shoes o... » Continue Reading
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Old men will still harass you no matter what you wear. One time, I was sitting outside an ice cream shop eating a cone, I had my hoodie on, hood up covering my hair (bad hair day) and just jeans and a tshirt. And y'know what happened, some old guy pulled up in his jeep and pulled his phone out to record me. Or at least I'm pretty sure, I was the only person outside at the time, and he pulled up ba... » Continue Reading
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I recognize sometimes I have depressive episodes, and they feel the same if not worse than whatever angsty feelings I was experiencing in middle school. This doesn't feel like shit I can glamorize into a tragic movie scene. No, it just feels like cold boring despair. It feels like knowing I should get up but having no real reason to. And yet I never ever use the word "depression". Not while I'm i... » Continue Reading
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I'm gonna start a cult, and YOU can't join! :D It will just be me, and I'm gonna worship my partner the way he so deserves to be worshipped. I will not pedestal him. If he makes mistakes those are just mistakes and everyone makes them. But trust me, when he is good, he is the best at it. Believe it. He's good at fucking EVERYTHING, and I mean it I really do. He could probably perform miracles if h... » Continue Reading
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I kissed my friend, the one my partner introduced me to. We kissed after he abandoned us. He took refuge on a lonely iceberg far from the mainland where the war was taking place. None of these details matter, I just feel like it's getting to a point where I'm finding it harder and harder to hide my feelings that I have towards this friend. He knows of my feelings, to an extent. There was one nigh... » Continue Reading
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