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Repression hurts ngl
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It's like he can never figure me out. The more I praise him the more I am hurting. The more I am hurting. I am hurting so much. I need to see him. I'm aching for him. I need him. » Continue Reading
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I'm repressed : (
Category: Blogging
He was supposed to come over today. But then he changed his mind I guess. I don't even have the balls to ask why. I'll just accept it and pretend I'm fine with it. But it hurts so much. I'm home alone, I'm sick, and I'm hungry. It would've been a perfect time. I would've paid for everything if he was worried about money. I would've done everything if I could. I'd do anything for him if I could. I... » Continue Reading
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The Consequence of Work x_x
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I'm working today and Thanksgiving. I won't be able to go be a pig this year : ( But I do get paid Friday, so ig it's okay : ) I just wish I got to hang out with my family. I was gonna show up with a trans pin and everything. It was gonna be cool. I was really hoping to come out this year : ( Maybe next year after I, hopefully, start taking T and transform :333 » Continue Reading
Low Battery Headed woof x_x
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I'm crawling through fucking quicksand sludge and I just want to stay down. Crumbs crumbs crumbs. I hate crashing x_x AAAAAND I also have work tomorrow x_x wtf » Continue Reading
Low Battery Headed woof x_x
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I'm crawling through fucking quicksand sludge and I just want to stay down. Crumbs crumbs crumbs. I hate crashing x_x AAAAAND I also have work tomorrow x_x wtf » Continue Reading
Moderation is a tightrope
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I mean, sometimes it's not. Sometimes moderation is nothing but a light stroll along a winding pier, but sometimes it's not so easy. It can be easy to not eat large sundaes and seafood boil everyday or even every month. That's easy moderation. But with something like Adderall. I'm trying really hard not to do it everyday. And it's not even about it feeling good. It's about feeling like I need it i... » Continue Reading
The Designated Black Sheep
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I've noticed my mom and sister get along together far better without me involved. Yesterday when we went out, I was included in the conversation. I kind of had to be since we were out for dinner together. And it felt like the things I said were treated like thin ice unless I explicitly clarified I didn't mean what I said in a bad way. And now today, much like many other days. I can hear them in ... » Continue Reading
Halloween is Tomorrow
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The helmet I was gonna wear for my costume has this uncomfortable piece inside that hurts my head when I wear it, and I had this entire time to fix it and yet I didn't. And now idk what to do about it except grin and bear it, it'll just be for 1 night after all. I just hope I'm able to go to work tomorrow :333 » Continue Reading
A Beautiful Epiphany
Category: Blogging
So I've been working, a minimum wage job with not many hours but it's work nonetheless. However, not just this. I'm also doing online classes :333 And I've realized something. As I am busy with these two things, Going to work and trying to turn in assignments before the due date. I've realized I care less and less about the things I did before I was employed. You see, I was once obsessed with use... » Continue Reading
"I was not myself last night"
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I had one of the best dates ever one of the best I've ever had. First we had a sleepover in my bed. We watched Kevin Spencer and ate tacos.I proceeded to have the comfiest sleep ever. I was more snug than I've ever been in a long time. And after waking up in the afternoon, we went out for lunch. But it was food we've been wanting to have for a long time now. We went out for seafood boil. It had sh... » Continue Reading
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I feel better
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I didn't like how my shift ended. I had to clean the bathrooms and then sweep. Which is fine in itself, but 1. It kept me from organizing the aisles 2. I wasn't given specific instructions 3. The mop would make a loud scraping sound against the floor when I pushed it along and I kept trying my best to avoid it because I couldn't stand it So idk. Not to mention I didn't have money for a drink dur... » Continue Reading
I feel empty
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Lately I've developed an awful scrolling habit. The iconic doomscrolling everyone's been talking about for over a year now. I'll just scroll forever even though I don't want to and I don't even like the reels and I want to do something else and I just feel so fucking bored and hallow. I just feel nothing. I feel nothing. I don't feel anything. Being on this shitty chromebook feels better because a... » Continue Reading