I've always been insecure, it's nothing new yet I never realized how much I was actually affected. I always find myself covering my face, it's gotten to a point where even while I sleep I need to cover my face so no one would see the ugly me. In pictures I blur it, when talking to people I dare never look in their eyes, walking outside or just the face that someone might look at me brings me embar... » Continue Reading
Guys..😠I start working as a baby paramedic officially tomorrow !!! My excitement can't be described but I'm also slightly nervous, however I won't let this affect me, I'll just do my best and hopefully no major mistakes will be made ! I need to get up at 5am tomorrow morning to get ready because I need to be there by like 6:30 the shift can last for more than 8 hours but I feel like with my excit... » Continue Reading
Life has been on my side for the past couple of days :) I hung out with my friend 3 days ago for the very first time without having to sneak out lol, and I gotta say it was so much fun and I had such a great time ! Did I go a little crazy with the money? absolutely. But did I feel amazing and was satisfied? Definitely so it was more than worth it. one of my goals for this year was to invest more i... » Continue Reading
Life has been on my side for the past couple of days :) I hung out with my friend 3 days ago for the very first time without having to sneak out lol, and I gotta say it was so much fun and I had such a great time ! Did I go a little crazy with the money? absolutely. But did I feel amazing and was satisfied? Definitely so it was more than worth it. one of my goals for this year was to invest more i... » Continue Reading
It's 12pm right now, I have been feeling down for the past like 2 weeks and my sleeping schedule was ruined but after hanging out and doing some shopping yesterday I feel great, all that's left is to fix my sleeping schedule again now that school is back. I plan to volunteer as a paramidic on Saturday, I hope things go well. Exams season started and I'll be super busy studying until the end of Jun... » Continue Reading
It's been.. a very long time ! So many things happened, talking about them would probably overwhelm me. It's approaching the end of March, spring is in 2 days but for the past 2 weeks the temperature has been fluctating like crazy, one day it'd snow, the second it'll feel like summer. Today the weather is pretty nice, the sun is there but it's chilly, the breeze feels so nice. I have lots of stuff... » Continue Reading
I woke up feeling good today despite having slept for only 4 last night. I studied for my history exam, then I did my makeup, got ready and left for school. While getting ready my grandma suddenly started calling me saying it's snowing outside, I was very happy to see it, I haven't seen the snow in more than 10 years because it doesn't snow in my city. Anyways I arrived at school and I was feeling... » Continue Reading
I don't know why I haven't been happy lately, I'm doing the stuff I used to yet I don't feel happpiness. I feel at peace and comfortable but there's something missing. 2 days ago while at the library I got 2 books and I read 1 one of them called "The red lantern of Chen Tudou" to be honest I expected it to be better but either way it's good, very simple. The other book I got was "1942" but I haven... » Continue Reading
I have a feeling today is a beautiful day. The weather is nice, my hair is beautifully styled, I got a good night's sleep and most of all I'm feeling fine. School ended very early today it's currently only 10:50AM and we've already gone home about 20 minutes ago. I chose to sit at the library though since I haven't been there for a long time (not really but I miss it) so here I am watching some fa... » Continue Reading
Today is another happy day but I'm feeling a little sad. I've always thought that I'm doing a good job but I've realized that I tend to protect myself a little too much that when things happen I'm way more hurt than I should be. I'm very sensitive, I do know that but it's not always that I encounter moments that make me realize this. I'm way too happy over simple things but when something small go... » Continue Reading
So I don't know why but for the past few days I've been waking up multiple times in the middle of the night which is a bit uncomfortable, but at least I've been getting enough sleep of about 9 hours each day which was almost impossible a while ago. Yesterday I had a very happy time with the guest's kids, they literally showered me with hugs and kisses and they were just so adorable ! we did so man... » Continue Reading
Good evening y'all :) Today is another good day, I got up early, took a morning shower, tidied up my room and I've been resting for a very long time hehe. I was thinking about making some biscuits tonight. I've always loved baking, cooking and making sweets but I've never been able to go all out for some reasons but this year I have a lot of stuff that I'd want to try ! I also did the homework I'v... » Continue Reading