Writing this at 10 pm Today I went to school for a whole day and actually did some real work 🥳 This day has been better than I expected, though kinda boring, but maybe thats for the best. But I still wish I was able to do something normal like most people, yk, have a hobby. I was able to get in 22k steps today, and I got to eat my comfort meal alone in my room, while I watched tv. I'm still not do... » Continue Reading
Writing this at 9:42 pm ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Today started off like most days do. I had to be picked up from school because it was just too much for my brain to handle. I'm losing control in a bad way and questioning everything I know. Its exhausting. Got in 20k steps though, but yet again ate my feelings out, so i d... » Continue Reading
Writing this at 9:02 pm -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- This day started off badly, my mom tried to get me out of bed but I first fell asleep at 4 am last night, so I was too tired to get up. Ofc that frustrated my mom and she was very dissapointed in me :( I was allowed to stay at home, but they expect me to go to school tom... » Continue Reading
I'm writing this at 5:24 pm, so the day can still get a lot worse. (This is my first blog) ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I started today off with going for a walk and yet again skipping breakfeast, i think i've been pretty good at avoiding meals at my moms, she doesn't seem suspicious yet. Anyway i got in 11k steps, knowi... » Continue Reading