December 10th, 2024, Tuesday

Writing this at 9:42 pm

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Today started off like most days do. I had to be picked up from school because it was just too much for my brain to handle. 

I'm losing control in a bad way and questioning everything I know. Its exhausting.

Got in 20k steps though, but yet again ate my feelings out, so i doesn't even matter.

I have started watching the big bang theory again, picking up from the middle of season 3, so thats fun.

Tomorrow I have to be at school the whole day, but i get to stay at the special needs room, for when you need a break.

Hopefully i'll get my shit back together soon, but its not likely. Honestly right now, all I need is just to stop bingeing, it would solve a lot of my problems.

Anyway if someone is reading this, sorry that you had to waste your time on it, tomorrow i'll probably just write a very similar blog.