please god i just wanna stop looking at women wishing i was a man. it’s torture. idk how to explain it but liking women is sm worse than liking men. you can never fully move on. it hurts more esp when you can’t do anything about it because of your faith. a wave of sadness washes over me whenever i think about you. i know you never felt the same, you were just toying with me. i know i was just an ... » Continue Reading
some lady called my mom so she can get me into an ARRANGED MARRIAGE with her son help i don’t even know the woman and i’ve never seen her son before i’m about to cry IM JUST 18 WTF told my parents i won’t go back home unless they decline — well i wonder do you see me when we pass? i half die please keep me in mind please keep me in mind » Continue Reading
lately i’ve been crying so much and it’s strange cause usually i rarely cry. i don’t know what’s wrong. i took an uber to head back to the dorms and i suddenly started crying so hard the dude literally started freaking out. i feel like crying rn as well but tbh the tears aren’t coming out so i’m just waiting oh and i started listening to Panchiko and weezer and i really fw them — i’ve been gettin... » Continue Reading
Hot take (it’s embarrassing how this is considered a “hot take” these days): Porn fucking suck and it’s actual brain rot. Sex workers like bonnie blue and literally every OF creator is disgusting. Sex work is not “empowering” it’s feeding into the agenda of patriarchal oppression AND it’s disrespectful and ignorant towards those who are FORCED to do it in places where there’s actual severe oppres... » Continue Reading