going to rehab |: i had so many plans for summer break why does this keep happening to me i am perfectly fine and I’d rather die before going there. I’m not retarded I’m just a bit confusing. I’m gonna be trapped with actual ill people and druggies. God why do I have to deal with this bs. I’m gen tired of this. » Continue Reading
i started hating everyone. I woke up a couple of days ago and I hated everyone all of a sudden. I completely shut down in school and I sort of ignored my best friend because I simply.. hated her, she pulled away so I just knew we were not meant to be that close. I was about to text the guy I was talking to because I missed him but I didn’t because again.. I hated him. I was so demotivated. I cut t... » Continue Reading
How can one enjoy life knowing everything will come into an end? How can people enjoy love when they know it might just disappear into oblivion? Reality sucks, and it sucks even more to be in touch with it all of the time. That lingering naivety that we call hope fades into the one certainty that nothing lasts. Loved ones die, leave, fade away. Every happy day ends. Every beginning has an end. How... » Continue Reading