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i started hating everyone. I woke up a couple of days ago and I hated everyone all of a sudden. I completely shut down in school and I sort of ignored my best friend because I simply.. hated her, she pulled away so I just knew we were not meant to be that close. I was about to text the guy I was talking to because I missed him but I didn’t because again.. I hated him. I was so demotivated. I cut ties with a close friend because I all of a sudden hate him.
I’m full of hate. I can’t believe happy people were close to me. I’m so glad I pushed them away.
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Michael "_FDV_"
Let me ask you a question right away: Have you ever wanted to beat someone up just because... they are Homo Sapiens? (From the way you write, I think it's Misanthropy)
tatjay
it's so common to feel this way. my advise is to wait to cut all connections. maybe the ppl around you or your environment are making you hate them or maybe you're feeling something deeper than hat but won't come out because you dont allow it (subconsciously).
if you can put all this negative energy into something creative, you'll find out that maybe even if it doesn't go away it will help you cope with it. try to find ppl you dont hate and talk to them. you're not alone. it you want to, you can dm me whenever you want, i'm a good listener
✮PitterAarav✮
You might be asocial
DAUGHTEROFTHESTARS
Full of hate the world is. It's neber your fault. It's completely valid to feel so much hate because that's what the world is feeding of right now.
cybertud_
I'm full of hate too.
Pho_Fly
That hate and resentment will soon be loneliness and regret. Just saying, but connections are one of the most important pieces of human’s life, without them, well, the world will absorb you completely and will probably loose your mind. Ppl are annoying but we keep each other sane
I’ve been like this for years and I can assure you it did turn into loneliness but it wasn’t regret, it was mostly disappointment and confusion. Disappointed in myself for ruining such good things + confused on why am I like this. But you’re right people need connections.
by wren🦇; ; Report
we're probably already lonely and we've already gone crazy(at least I have)
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Scap
I understand how you feel but this feeling is most probably just temporary, you'll look back at this blog in a few weeks/months and giggle at yourself cuz how could you possibly think that pushing people u luv away is better for you, start focusing on yourself. Don't let your brain control you, don't let the negative thoughts control you.
I hope this helps, I'm not good at giving advice <3
by Scap; ; Report