TW: SELF HARM/SUICIDE my grandma just yelled at me because we were trying to figure something out and i was trying to tell her that the seam of the thingy was a certain way and it should be one way and she yelled at me for no reason when i hadn't yelled at her at all and i screamed and hit the wall breaking the wall (i didn't punch it; i just smacked it) and made my hands red and i cried and my... » Continue Reading
so there's this B!tch in my grade (I'm a freshman in highschool) let's call her A, well A has been bullying me ever since i told one of my friends that I had an appointment on January 31st to get tested for Tourette's syndrome and she overheard it. so, the first thing she did was leave me a note on my chair in choir (bc I'm a proud choir kid) and the note said the incorrect definition of Tourette'... » Continue Reading
i feel weak and weird and there is no reason for me to feel this way rn. idfk wtf is going on. why do i wanna jump off a bridge or bleed out or want to kill myself more than i have ever felt any emotion in my life?????????????? i will not call 988 or talk to my therapist. fuck them, they suck ass! » Continue Reading
my mom just bought two pairs of pajamas and asked my sister to pick between them, the one she didn't pick was going to go to me, well, she chose the pair that i liked. i liked it because it had lock, shock, barrel, and Oogie Boogie from Nightmare Before Christmas on it and it was a texture that didn't make me uncomfortable or overstimulated and the other was a random thing that isn't even from any... » Continue Reading
yesterday, i went trick-or-treating (yes, i know i 14, but, i will continue to trick-or-treat until i am 99 and on my deathbed.) and i got a full bag of full sized candy bars bc i went to the rich part of town. im gonna puke!!!!!!!!! yayyyyyyyyyyyy XD. » Continue Reading