my life is filled with filth. i have never get to enjoy anything in my 17 years of life. anything. i never tried drugs, i never drank alcohol and even smoked a cigarette, yet i feel like im wasted every single day. my brain is empty of thoughts, i can't focus on anything. i can't function like a human being yet every single day i think to myself "i wish i was normal, i wish i wasn't like this." b... » Continue Reading
hello I am El. i'm 17. i'm a boy (FTM). i graduated highschool and currently trying to get into a uni. i want to make some new friends who share similar interests, but if u're into other things thats also fine, too. would love to get into new medias :)) i have a siamese cat named arthur, and he's my only reason to live. i'm really into HIM and VV, Ville is a very special person who i aspire to be ... » Continue Reading