I would be lying if I said I didn't miss her still even now. Its been so long (fnaf reference) but I truly still feel sad. I understand that its for the best. She became super pretty, and I wasn't there to make her feel loved. She became someone better, and I stayed the same, but I am really glad that she has found someone. She seems better, and I hope that she grows to do great things. For the pa... » Continue Reading
I need someone I can match with for halloween, or to share hot chocolate before christmas. The girl I dated before has already moved on, and I have learned to accept that. I want someone who I can communicate well with, and someone who isn't scared to do anything for the other. I would literally die for someone I love, but I just need to find that person. There is one person I like, and find attr... » Continue Reading
I need a gf so badly. I need someone to cuddle with under the blankets while we watch a bad movie. Just someone I can match pajamas with. I'd even wear hello kitty pajamas with someone. I just need someone to love. It's so hard being alone, I miss having someone to call everyday. » Continue Reading
Im pretty sure she has moved on, so I have also moved on. Its been only a few days since she left, but I need to move on. I can't let someone who probably is already dating someone else. I need to become better. I have been working out a bit more, and eating better. I want to work on my physical looks, and muscles. I have already seen a bit of progress cause I have been working on this for a bit, ... » Continue Reading
im not even gonna hide it anymore. how do i say this without being crazy. i wanna be in her skin, but in a nice way :D I just miss her so much. I want to just hold her hand one last time. To tell her that I love her. I just want her so badly. I understand what I did now. Her friend told me that she would say that I was too sexual for her, and I understand. I just wish she wouldve told me. She neve... » Continue Reading
I feel fucking crazy. I can't get her out of my head, im scared of myself tbh. I really fucked up this time. I want her so bad, i feel like a pyscho or however you spell that. I lost the girl i was going to marry all being i was to ignorant to do anything with her. I feel like im going to the stages of grief or smth, I swear im not crazy. I want her back so badly, but at the end, I feel that she h... » Continue Reading
if you check my other blogs you will see about this girl i was dating. she decided to call me yesterday, and she broke up with me after 11 months. i tried to fight for her last week when she came to the same conclusion, but this time i just didn't. i feel that she had already made up her mind, and i can't change that. i really did love her, and the problem is i can't blame anyone except myself. i ... » Continue Reading
So, this morning we were walking to school, and right before we reached the school I asked her if I could give her a kiss. I was so nervous. It took me a few seconds to gain enough confidence, then I leaned over and kissed her. She looked really happy afterwards. We kept walking to school, I was smiling so much, and I noticed that she was too. When I got to my class, I could not focus for basicall... » Continue Reading
its been a while, but i did it :D i was so scared tbh. i couldn't stop smiling the entire day. i was really happy, and she seemed to also be very happy, so i think it went well. » Continue Reading
i wanna hold her hand, but im scared. what if its awkward or smth, but whatever. she is worth the awkwardness, and hopefully tmrw is the day :) » Continue Reading