Being kind of atheist or agnostic is HELL when you're in a religious family, with religious friends, in a (kinda) religious school. Like there's no where for me to run away to, no where for me to be comfortable, nowhere to be myself, I feel like an outcast. FYI, I'm in a Muslim household, and it's just.. exhausting. I hate having to pray all the time to a God I don't even know if I believe in. I t... » Continue Reading
So like.. I hate how nothing special or exciting happens to me, everyone, everything around me are the same, so many people around me are close minded indoctrinated brain-dead zombies. I want to explore, find new opportunities but of course, my parents has to say no all the time, then complains on how i don't do anything other than stay in my room?? What the hell do you want from me >:( And don't ... » Continue Reading
I'm really into alt styles but I literally CANNOT dress the way I want since my parents are religious and strict _(._.)_ โคออออโง Plus, basically anyone near me is religious or find alt ugly, so it's hard to ask them. I'd try to go to charity/thrifts but my mum would rather me go to other shops like primark/h&m or something, they have the most blandest clothes.... (I cant » Continue Reading