I finally have a date for my suicide. September 2, 2027. My birthday. I know that nobody reads these blogs but I just feel like it’s kind of important to have my life somewhat documented somewhere. So that people know that I was here. That I existed. That I was a person. But give or take these blogs will be left unread and I will be forgotten someday. I may be suicidal but I don’t want to die. I j... » Continue Reading
Just to clear things up, I didn’t move states. I thought we were going to. We were supposed to. But money runs out and we can’t do the type of shit that we fucking want to. So, fuck that ig. -florians_flower » Continue Reading
I don’t know what’s really been going on with my life lately. I know that I’m probably not gonna live past 16 at least. I know how I’m gonna do it. And when. September 2, 2027. In other news, I have a crush on this dude who’s really quiet. He looks like he might be alt too. But he’s 2 grades above me so it’s probs not gonna work out. I got tickets to MCR 2026 in like Austin or smth. I don’t think ... » Continue Reading
Sorry I haven’t been blogging as much or been active as much lately. My mental health has gotten worse. I’m losing the typing quirk for now. Tbh I don’t want to get better. I like how I am now. Stay tuned for more bullshit. I’m gonna change my username to something else. Anyway bye! » Continue Reading
Zo my zchool ztartz in like 22 dayz and I don’t want zummer to end!!!! Like I fr didn’t even do anything TwT but I’m gonna be going into a whole different world when zchool ztartz back up. But I at leazt know that I’m gonna get a haircut zoon. Think kinda like Ramona Flowerz hair but with the emo/zcene bangz. The reazon I want thiz haircut iz becauze I want to do the emo bangz with thoze kind of z... » Continue Reading
I’m zoooooo bored rn fr and like I’ve been trying to find some good diy designz but I haven’t been able to find anything. Like itz alwayz the zame thing over and over again and I can’t find anything original. If you have any diy recs they HAVE to be emo/alt/zcene. If it’z zomething basic that can’t be turned into to something alt I probz won’t do it. Anywayz by3!!!(>w » Continue Reading
Srry I haven't been blogging as guyz!!! It'z not even that I've been buzy! I juzt forgot about you guyz!!I'm alzo gonna be trying out uzing z's inzeated if s's!!! let me know if thiz iz annoying or if you cant read it!!! I'm alzo gonna try and become more emo/zcene!1!1 (hence the typing quirk lolz) Zo if you have any tipz that would be great(⸝⸝⸝>﹏ » Continue Reading
I love my new house lol. I still need some ways to decorate my room.I think I might look on Amazon because eBay and other things where you have to drive somewhere or give someone your address scare the ever living shit out of me. (shout out to Stephanie Soo for giving me paranoia) Ive also started playing a lot of rythm games like pjsk. I mostly play them for the game and not the lore but I want t... » Continue Reading
So I'm not moving today but I'm moving this week. And I need tips on how to decorate my new room. but its an apartment so they should be renter friendly. stuff like posters and tapestries are a good option but I don't want too much of the same thing. I don't have any particular aesthetic that I stick to so any theme would be fine as long as it doesn't clash too much. (some of my interests are voca... » Continue Reading
Tbh, I've been really getting into to hyperpop recently. I got into it because of SOPHIE (a hyperpop artist) after I started seeing a lot more of her music on my FYP. I also want to get into house music. This also comes from TikTok. More specificly from the TikTok audio that goes something like, "It's finally time you love something that loves you back! House music doesn't judge you! And I won't e... » Continue Reading