dear reader, it's been a while since I last checked in, so it's time for an update. I'm doing pretty fine nowadays, I really dont give a fuck abt that rat I called my bf like 8 months ago... and I got my meds !! my anxiety symptoms have been manageable and I hardly get that strange gut feeling when in public, you know the one when u see ppl your age and your stomach just drops? Yeah that one, it ... » Continue Reading
dear reader, right now I was js calling my bsf and i CRIED on call about my ex like i feel so bad bc why was i crying also why was i coming across so many of his pictures and stuff im acc gonna ball up and die bc i miss him so bad GUYS WHU IS LIFE SO BAD I HATE 2025 ALREADY LIKE OMDS T-T I need to get my meds but my stupid ass health insurance is fucking eve hing up so i havent been able to get he... » Continue Reading
To whomever this concerns: hi there! im axar , i wanna start blogging because i feel like its a nice way to let out my thoughts and opinions or maybe to just tell strangers anything for fun idfk anyway i think itll be fun to just say anything on my mind or just rant cus i only have like two or three people that actually listen to my rants lol most times i get met with a “kys” so i dont bother ran... » Continue Reading