yapping session #1

dear reader,

right now I was js calling my bsf and i CRIED on call about my ex like i feel so bad bc why was i crying also why was i coming across so many of his pictures and stuff im acc gonna ball up and die bc i miss him so bad GUYS WHU IS LIFE SO BAD I HATE 2025 ALREADY LIKE OMDS T-T

I need to get my meds but my stupid ass health insurance is fucking eve hing up so i havent been able to get help mentally at all and december.. I fell into a really deep episode of depression i fear so like.. i js need th help honestly bc im scared of relapsing and i dont wanna go to the mental hospital but my mom said i should and so did my friends so i might but im scared 

xoxo, Axar <3