Honestly I've been struggling to start writing this for an hour now. All the writing I've done in the past few years has been for school and I haven't really written since graduation so it's just becoming increasingly difficult to write for myself. Here I am though! We're gonna do this. So I'm trying very hard to self improve after years of being quietly depressed. There's a lot of personal reason... » Continue Reading
Hello everyone! I'm sorry I haven't been around the past few days. I had a very rough week, not because anything especially bad or different happened, sometimes I simply have a handful of days that knocks me on my ass and i struggle to get up. The good news is this usually lasts multiple weeks, sometimes up to months. This time I was only in a slump for four days! So what have I been doing while I... » Continue Reading
I have a pro tip for anyone struggling with a lack of motivation, especially if you're a nerd. When you have something you want to do, roll a D20 for initiative! You're the DM and the player so you get to decide how high you need to roll. It's very motivating and I did it today to decide what i would eat for lunch! I had started off the morning very fatigued and accepting the idea that I wouldn't... » Continue Reading
Day three! I almost forgot to write my blog entry today because I'm so tired. I only really did one thing today, but on what was supposed to be a simple walk to Starbucks I somehow managed to get tricked into going to the DVD shop, my favorite bakery, a local ramen shop I've never seen before, And the 7 Eleven. I also live in Canada and it's a bit cold right now. Needless to say, by the time I got... » Continue Reading
Hello everyone! I am happy to announce that day one of helping myself out and starting to improve my situation has gone very well! I'm a little exhausted from completing all my goals and cleaning my room out entirely, but I'm taking a minute to just be present in the satisfaction of a job well done. I'm quite aware that progress isn't linear, and I am certain that in time I will become unwell agai... » Continue Reading