Honestly I've been struggling to start writing this for an hour now. All the writing I've done in the past few years has been for school and I haven't really written since graduation so it's just becoming increasingly difficult to write for myself. Here I am though! We're gonna do this.
So I'm trying very hard to self improve after years of being quietly depressed. There's a lot of personal reasons why I didn't know until recently that that's what the problem was, but now I've been forced to come to terms with it and I've had a lot of time to grieve the things I didn't get to do before because my mental health was so bad. I've decided I'm no longer happy with lying to myself, not doing anything at all.
This, starting to make little diary/journal-esque entries on Spacehey, is one small step among many others in my starting to become healthy again. My hope is that the concept of someone who's struggling seeing this and gaining something positive will keep me writing for the sake of my own mental health.
If everything goes well my first entry will be tomorrow :)
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Sad.exe
Well I'd like to assure ya that you done an amazing job by finishing and publishing this lovely blog entry! I do understand your situation in regards for your mental health and attempts to cope with your depression and I feel ya when it comes to that since I have been through similar stuff a few years ago but oh well everyone gotta find their light and if it's not at the end of a tunnel it has got to be somewhere in between to catch a break and at least reminisce the times of the past..
See where ya got and where ya feel and where ya wept and rolled around and most importantly where you pick yourself together and get up because often times there's no point in just staying still even if it's all over a voice inside ya willl yell at you like "C'mon, It can't be over. Not like this!" And you remind yourself of what's out there whether bad or good but what will only give you an answer is if you get there.
I am more than open to receiving a DM since I am not sure yet how to check if I got a reply to any comments I make on blogs so I'll be glad to have a conversation or hear from ya if you find my comment interesting enough to reply to...
I sincerely hope you keep up with the good work and keep going!
Hello! I don't know how to DM anyone on this app yet since I'm not on here very frequently, but if you do see this comment I would really like to thank you. This was very inspiring and I'm honored that you took the time to advise and relate! I very much appreciate it :)
by measly marsupial; ; Report
I am very happy that you have found my comment to be motivating and inspiring as that was my wish from making that comment.. as for the DM thing it depends on what you are using to use this lovely space whether it's the phone app or the website, I believe all you need to do to message most folks is to tap on their profile and you should find the "send message" or "message" button somewhere and should take you directly to a chat section.
I'd be glad to hear a word from ya and I wish you to have a wonderful day!
by Sad.exe; ; Report