"chilling..."
filipino, intj
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Category: Life
lately it feels a bit easier to feel less anxious about seeing my friends or possible missing out on what theyve been up to. i used to feel so scared of not being present at important moments with my friends because then i wouldnt felt like i belonged with them. had those thoughts racing in my head for nearly a whole week, yet i didnt let those thoughts stop me from having fun being on my own for ... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
uhh havent really touched this thing in a long while, i suppose its been nearly half a year?? currently writing this a night before my last day of midterms. i thin the subjects are pretty easy. also cant fucking concentrate because my mom keeps somehow accidentally making my baby sister cry and what i find so annoying is that she doesnt even try to make her stop crying altogether? dude she is my ... » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
i think im worrying and overthinking too much. i keep ruminating on the same thing sometimes i hate it » Continue Reading
Category: Life
Sometimes I think that I'm my own person. but then I slowly realize that I'm just an amalgamation of other people's actions, behaviors, and words. everything I heard someone say, or do, or hear - I fix my identity to fit what I heard. it makes it hard for me to describe who I am. instead of trying to be myself, I was becoming someone else. and my identity is just » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
I don't know what - or who - I want to be when I grow up. I think about this a lot, yet I'm growing closer to an age where I officially become an adult. I've given it some thought here and there, but even now, I'm still unsure about what I want to do when I become an adult. at first, I wanted to be a drummer. but then I remember that I'm not musically talented. I » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
decided to cut my hair again NSWKNSV i honestly dont know how to cut my side bangs they end up looking choppy » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
first time using spacehey... a lotta shit is confusing but hey, i think its a better alternative to ccard, more room for decoration and whatnot!! » Continue Reading
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