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star (poem)

Category: Writing and Poetry

today was my big debut but the star  didn't think so sore feet aching back but,  pity our poor star, she's, had a stressful day each night i journal wishing your fucking star would burn out » Continue Reading

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father (poem)

Category: Writing and Poetry

HOW COULD YOU SAY THAT ABOUT MY MOTHER THE WOMAN WHO BIRTHED I  IN IN THE RIGHTEOUS IMAGE OF GOD woman who raised me tenderly preparing a gullible lamb for cutlet  HOW COULD YOU SAY THAT ABPUT MY MOTHER HOW DARE YOU HOW DARE YOU!!!! YOU'D KISS HER FACE AND TAKE ONE HALF AND SPIT IN MY DIRECTION how could you say that about me has this all been for nothing? all the days of shying away and  pretendi » Continue Reading

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kill me (poem)

Category: Writing and Poetry

the church is on fire i am on fire,  bli  nd ed by fire flesh        m         e          l          t           i          n           g   like hot paint. your teeth pulling meat off a bone suffocating my face my eyes reflect in yours how could you rather kill me than preserve yourself » Continue Reading

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selfish (poem)

Category: Writing and Poetry

i miss the days of sunflower seeds kvas and, excerpts of taras. the muddy roads after a seasonal shower - undisturbed ikons of Our Lady posted in the window and flowers blooming in the garden. you and i, we'd race down mezhova street past the 10th school and throw a few rocks at passing cars. we'd reach the steel plant and swim irresponsibly, only God knows what  » Continue Reading

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pigeons (poem)

Category: Writing and Poetry

PIGEONS WILL RULE THE WORLD PIGEONS WILL RULE THE WORLD PIGEONS WILL RULE THE WORLD COMPACT   COLORLESS   CLEVER » Continue Reading

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how can i reject you (poem)

Category: Writing and Poetry

i am pa ra lysed arms ----- head achy knees kissing my chest how can i reject you » Continue Reading

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things i think about while restless

Category: Writing and Poetry

will i open my eyes again plastic ripping my veins meeting at 8:30 tomorrow a dead kitten in the road my parent's separation  should i go to college an awkward conversation will i live past 30 how many eggs are in the fridge unattainable fantasies passive thoughts of suicide fleeting taste of kvas taras chornyy this month's water bill how much will a  new side mirror cost will i ever » Continue Reading

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halo (poem)

Category: Writing and Poetry

adorned with internal scorn preaching purity in false pretext, draped in a holy curtain i see through i can see you i see what you are i see your rotten soul » Continue Reading

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spa'ci boh (poem)

Category: Writing and Poetry

my body is               MINE my body is               MINE my body is               MINE my body is               MINE my body is               MINE no matter how          hard you try to               take it  will never               connect  will never                 wed with you i will kill myself and kill you » Continue Reading

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untitled poem

Category: Writing and Poetry

the house i grew up in shunned & uninhabitable condemned to rubble by saints of my demise give it a new chance under a new name » Continue Reading

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for the love of God (poem)

Category: Writing and Poetry

and  for all that is Holy cut off my head, - out grows another » Continue Reading

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mom (poem)

Category: Writing and Poetry

mom i love you i love you mom i love you mom. i love you mom. i love you mom i love you  mom » Continue Reading

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