things i think about while restless

will i open my eyes again

plastic ripping my veins

meeting at 8:30 tomorrow

a dead kitten in the road

my parent's separation 

should i go to college

an awkward conversation

will i live past 30

how many eggs are in the fridge

unattainable fantasies

passive thoughts of suicide

fleeting taste of kvas taras chornyy

this month's water bill

how much will a 

new side mirror cost

will i ever see her