"I will try to kill myself"
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I don't know if I would be paranoid, fearful or just nervous. Sometimes someone new comes along to talk to me, and my head starts to say "this person I pretended to be your friend, but deep down he really hates you" and it takes me a week or a little longer to get used to him and forget about this nonsense. And it's like that even with other things... like, finding things that maybe are just craz... » Continue Reading
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my friend is so cool... he has seen me cry for everything, cry for love, cry with anger, cry with joy, cry with sadness and even bleed, and he never stopped being my friend. He gave me a bracelet so I can remember him and hide what I hate most (mΜΆyΜΆ sΜΆcΜΆaΜΆrΜΆsΜΆ)ΜΆ and I've never been so happy and bad about having to leave. I moved and I'm living VERY far away now, so it's not even likely that we won... » Continue Reading
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guess who was kicked out of the house due to conflicts with his mother and is having to live with his fascist grandparents? ^^ (I hate my grandparents) » Continue Reading
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today a guy in a black sweatshirt followed me to the market. I had left the house alone to go to the market to buy bread, milk and water. It was around 5pm, and initially I didn't even want to go, but my mother asked and out of politeness I went. I left with nothing, no cell phone, practically nothing, jus » Continue Reading
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I hate the sick feeling I get when I realize I'm in love or when I'm rejected. I feel severe nausea that makes me want to vomit and leaves me in a bad mood all day. Once I was sexually abused by an older boy at my school and I started to feel really sick... I remember that when I got home I vomited A LOT, I couldn't stop. By the way, I have big problems with this. I ended up "getting used to" go... » Continue Reading
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I keep pretending that I know how to socialize, but for example, yesterday I went to buy food for my kitten and I started to get super nervous, not knowing what to say to the girl who was helping me. She couldn't stop talking about her cat, while I just thought "I need to go... am I forcing my smile too much?" Generally I go to buy things with everything in mind, and when things don't turn out as ... » Continue Reading
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MYYYY GODDDD, it's my first time blogging on spacehey, I might end up doing something wrong, but just ignore it. I don't think anyone will see this, but if they do, they'll know that I'm stupid and I don't know how to blog or do things properly πβ (by the way, ignore if something is written wrong or something, I'm not very good at English) Consider this just a stupid test of » Continue Reading
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