"nausea" (there are some uncomfortable issues)

I hate the sick feeling I get when I realize I'm in love or when I'm rejected. I feel severe nausea that makes me want to vomit and leaves me in a bad mood all day. 

Once I was sexually abused by an older boy at my school and I started to feel really sick... I remember that when I got home I vomited A LOT, I couldn't stop. By the way, I have big problems with this.

 I ended up "getting used to" going through this kind of thing, I hate to admit that this has become a habit, after all, even adult guys are hitting on me and trying to touch my body, it's so disgusting...

about passion, I hate falling in love, whenever I fall in love, it's either a fake passion, like platonic love, or it never works out. Due to problems in the past, I ended up getting used to toxic relationships, but whenever I see myself getting attached to someone toxic, I want to vomit........