I'm such a paranoid person--

I don't know if I would be paranoid, fearful or just nervous. Sometimes someone new comes along to talk to me, and my head starts to say "this person I pretended to be your friend, but deep down he really hates you" and it takes me a week or a little longer to get used to him and forget about this nonsense.

 And it's like that even with other things... like, finding things that maybe are just crazy in my head, the problem is that I explode and get angry, and end up taking it out on myself or vomiting because I feel so sick.